H went on anti-depressant in May and it was HORRIBLE. He was so sick and we couldn't ML because of the side effects and that was not good because it was what we needed to start doing again. IfyouknowhatImean....
Once he started dropping hints and I discovered the whole A truth, THAT is when HIS depression lifted. He said it was the burden of carrying the secret that had him depressed, even suicidal. He was entangled in something evil he couldn't seem to get out of. I'm feeling a little bit like that now. H said I am obsessed w OW the way he was. What is it about awful evil people? I now KNOW they exist.
HIS depression lifted when I did my 180 and moved in. I said, "Consider yourself pi$$ed on because I'm marking my territory." That is why I titled this thread that way.
I thank you for sharing your experience. I will read it again and think it over. Interested in knowing if you went the medication route or IC or both. I know I need to get better. I'm just thinking I'm on the right path now. I feel like I'm in "deep rest" because I sure am sleeping a lot if allowed to. I think I really need it.
MZ
M 55 H 58 M 24 T 29 S 22,21, 19 Bomb 4/10 It (A) really isn't about you 11/2013 We all have work to do
The truth will set you free, but it will almost kill you first.
