FOBD sorry you had a bad morning but kudos for you to gaining that strength and putting your big boy pants on and getting up and at em !
i too feel jealousy for the successes here, although i'm very happy for everyone i wish with all my heart that i was right there with them and being able to post my 'positive steps' but I do learn from those who are in a better place and try and emulate their actions so i can apply them when it's my turn and i'm confident we will have our turn.
as for the apology i'm torn on this one... my husband was like lotus'. I never got an apology out of him .. ever ! so i would welcome one right now, and probably fall over at the same time !! but i too am still holding some anger (that i'm working on thanks to C) and i would have to know that it was a sincere apology or it would just be empty words and i would resent him more. Only you know your W and you will know when the right time is to approach her and what you expect to accomplish from doing so. If you jump too soon and she spits it back at you what will that do to you ?
and hey..mushrooms grow in the dark and damp and are covered in sh*t but they happen to be my favourite veggie
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