2step, I'm still DB'ing. I vent here, fall to pieces here... but to him, all he sees is positive DB stuff. So I'm going to acknowledge his efforts and return them more.

V Day... not a clue what to do? I'm the queen of going overboard on anything and everything (shocking, huh? <<<< sarcasm). Usually, I think about it for weeks ahead of time, spent a lot of effort, pour a lot of love into it. This year, I've been too freaked out to think about it. What if he does nothing? What if I look like a needy, desperate fool? What if he's not ready? He's the shop at the last minute, pick up roses on the way home and a card at the grocery store guy. He's not that great at picking out personalized gifts. So me being over the top is a bit much right now. But then, I don't want to look like I'm holding back either.

This piecing limbo is hard. Gotta knock down my own walls....

Me - 38, 2nd M, no living children, 1 forever 6 yr old boy
H - 44, 3rd M, twins 16

Dating 4/07
M 10/08
Bomb #1 12/10
Bomb #2 1/11
Bomb #3 12/11