A walk down memory lane

[angel61]

Thank you Denver for taking the time to read and respond. I needed that.

I was already thinking this morning of talking to H and telling him that I wanted him to be happy and go, because I cannot bear to see the pain and suffering on his face any longer.

Although he is here with me, he is not here in spirit. We go through the motions of daily life but I feel like he is dead, and so am I. The only brightness comes when we talk to D12, interact with her, take care of her.

But you are right, once before H loved me, enough to marry me. Even if he thinks that it was not enough, perhaps once the dust settles, it will not be OW on his mind but me.

It can go both ways, and I should not give up.