I recently came to realize that I would rather be alone than be with anyone else after my wife.
I have realized that I am no longer willing to settle, and after her, any other woman would always be second best. I have found some peace in knowing that from now on I will always be here for both of us, no matter what.
The fact is I have failed my wife so many different times in so many different ways - especially in the bedroom. As hurtful as it is to think of her with anybody else, there is no doubt in my mind or heart that I am the best man for her.
I am taking this as an opportunity to overcome my own insecurities, my feelings of inadequacy, incompetence, etc, all the B.S. stories that I had been unconsciously telling myself.
2 Step I agree. Toss away the list. And be the Lighthouse with a Life.
Live strong.
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
