Better Days ARE Coming For All of Us...

[ScaredinCanada]

my heart aches for you SIC.

Some days I honestly believe I could die of a broken heart because I've never experienced this kind of agony in all my life, it literally consumes me some days. This week has been a struggle. I've cried while driving, at work, in the shower, woken up in the middle of the night and sobbed and I even had to bring a big stuffed toy to bed just to feel close to 'something' because the loneliness is unbearable.

I KNOW there is a lesson in all this, I KNOW that it will be an every day battle and I don't know what the next day will bring, but we have to move forward and you have to be strong for yourself, for your daughters, for your wife and for your marriage as hard as it may be. If we could see the future, none of us would be here.

Hang in there and know you have so much support here for you.

Chrys.

Thanks Chrys! Really I'm ok, except for the odd day where I really feel down.

To be totally honest at this point I'm just mostly left feeling disappointed about my sitch. The fact that I made some mistakes that got me to this point, and the fact that my W doesn't appear interested in working on things...

I'm content with where things are headed. I still don't want us to seperate or divorce, but I understand at this point that maybe our only option - and I'm ok with that. There will be days that I'm not so content, but whatever happens I really want to be happy again - that's the bottom line.

Thanks again for your support.

P.S. LIS I'm so glad to hear you are having some positive interaction with your H, I really hope it continues. Remember NO expectations, just take it for what it is...and I hope it continues to improve!

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SIC