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[Firstlove]

Things continue to be a challenge for sure. But I remain hopeful and faithful, trying to be my W's very best friend and supporter irrespective of what actions she takes to undermine and destroy our marriage. She is working hard thru the actions and decisions that she is taking to destroy our marriage. I am doing my best to take the actions to save it and build it anew into something that neither of us has ever experienced in 33 years - and that is - the abundance of friendship.

We shall see what God has in store for the both of us. I choose faith and hope, she chooses failure and despair. My prayer is that God and I win the day and have my W realize how much both of us truly love her.

Mr. Firstlove