Lost, hurt and scared ...

[MeMyselfandI]

This just keeps getting better. I just sent H a text to see if D was awake yet, (he does not have a house phone and our D always turns her cell off so I have to go through him to talk to her). So the texting begins.

H: seriously?
M: Yes seriously, I would lik to talk to her and her phone isn't on.
H: No, she is not awake yet, she read every slaying text that you decided to send me last night too. I'm sure that made her night.
M: this is my fault how??? Were there not 2 responsible adults in the house who could have prevented that?
H: No, OW did not stay over I woke up to D reading my phone at 3 am
M: And this is my fault how?
H: Never mind
M: That's what I thought.

I'm trying to wrap my head around how he can blame me for D reading the messages on his phone.

I think I need to get ready and go walk the track for a couple of hours before the kid's hockey games today. They have 2 tournament games today and I'll get the pleasure of having to be around H and OW for a few hours this afternoon. I need to get my PMA going 'cause this is gonna be hard! I need to rise above this and it is so hard.