Yellowrose, I have been following you for a long time. I don't post very much on your threads, but I do read them. You did EVERYTHING you could, and then some! You have nothing to be ashamed of and you should have no regrets. When you do all you can do, there is no more. Many people don't understand that and let other just keep crapping on them and they hang around and lose all their dignity by being a doormat. You have done the right thing! You can't make someone love you or want to be with you. You stood once, it wasn't good enough for him, so let him hit the road. You deserve better and its out there for you!!!!!