So many people man I am sorry you had to wait so long for a reply in the beginning. Just trying to catch up right now. One thing I will tell you is stop sweating the small stuff. You seem to concentrate to much on little details.
Do you and the rest will fall into place.
Most people spend too much time trying to interpret a look a word and gesture. I see it all the time when others do it, I do it also but when others do it I see it as so much wasted energy. When I do it, well it makes sense LOL.
