Lost, hurt and scared ...

[MeMyselfandI]

Back home and a quick update. I think I did ok with the kid's hockey contract thing, expressed my thoughts on it and refused to sign them up. It went over better than I anticipated.

Now, on to the next saga. Man this stuff is hard! I went to kid's hockey game tonight, (they are in a tournament this weekend). Following that, Dad is having a b-day sleepover party for our D at his house. He invited me to attend whatever parts I would like but I said it was ok, she likely just wanted to spend time with her friends so I would take her out for dinner or something another time. Well, lo and behold, when we are leaving the rink, OW gets in his truck with him, our D and her friends ... apparently, she has gone to my D's party. It hurt, in fact, it put a knife right through my heart! He claims the kids are the most important thing in the world to him, he knows our D is not ok with this situation, yet he can't put OW aside for one night to let my D have the night she deserves for her b-day.

I sent him a text just saying Really??? I'm not sure if he knows I saw her get in the vehicle. He wrote back saying Really what??? I just responded never mind.

I need to calm down before I say or do something that I will regret. This simply [censored].