Give that girl a beer!!!

Well he came to have dinner. Then said he was going to get going to get some sleep. He did have a very long day. So he came and hugged me and kissed me on the cheek goodbye (not awkward). Then went to get some clothes, then came back hugged and kissed me again. Then left.

Fast forward 5 long minutes later and he calls. My stomach was doing that topsy turvy thing when he was leaving, because I knew something was up. Just didn't know if it was good or bad. I hate when I get into the woods like that. Anyway, he calls and said that he wanted to talk to me tonight but not while I wasn't feeling well. (Failed to mention to you all that I cracked my head this morning, have a beautiful bump on my head and have had a headache and nausea all day). Anyway, he said he wanted to talk to me tomorrow about "coming home."

Unfortunately 2Step being as inconsiderate as he is smile was not in my living room with his 2x4 and I kind of was quiet, choked out that I was surprised and almost screwed this up. I managed then to pull it together to tell him not to take my reaction the wrong way, that I looked forward to talking to him tomorrow and that I really, really appreciated dinner and that it made my whole night. Which it did, because I really wanted sashimi but was in no condition to drive.

Anyway, that's the story right now. Hopefully, it goes well tomorrow. Hopefully you all have some last minute advice for me before I get into this with him. I don't believe that he is all in. I believe he still has some hesitation, which is what I am supposed to expect. So... fire away...

LIS


Me- 40
H - 43
M - 5
T - 14
Separated 2/5/11