Hope,

I've been reading your stich....

You remind me of myself a few years back...still that way to a degree.

But, here is the thing...you have these huge walls up to protect yourself. So, you don't get hurt. But, darling take it from me the girl who was the head of the construction site on those walls!!! You end up missing the good stuff too! You wake up one day and parts of life have past you by. Parts you cant get back....

So, you gotta open yourself up to really live. Getting hurt is part of life. Though, we don't like it at all. GOD didnt promise us a life free of pain and sorrow. I want for you to have a full life darling HOPE w/no big walls up.

It's gonna be real hard but, tackle one wall at a time...you can do it. It will change you I promise but, instead of waking up to a moments lost. You will wake up with a new sense of self and urgency to live life!!!

Im in your corner we all are!!!

"Life is short, pray hard!"

Dixie


Me: 40 H: 39
M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs
No kids
Seperated: May 18, 2006
EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving.
2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010