what a roller coaster! Right now I am on top even though today was the first time the W mentioned divorce since second bomb. She seemed so confident today that she is done forever. It almost makes my job easier. I know that I am doing everything in my power to stop this. It may not stop, but I know in my heart, that is HER who is bailing out, it is off my chest. Alot easier to feel OK about it. I am not giving up, but the ball is in her court and I am living my life the best I can with what I have. After today, I almost have myself talked out of wanting her back. I am sure the roller coaster won't stay up for too long though.
