Some days I honestly believe I could die of a broken heart because I've never experienced this kind of agony in all my life, it literally consumes me some days. This week has been a struggle. I've cried while driving, at work, in the shower, woken up in the middle of the night and sobbed and I even had to bring a big stuffed toy to bed just to feel close to 'something' because the loneliness is unbearable.
I KNOW there is a lesson in all this, I KNOW that it will be an every day battle and I don't know what the next day will bring, but we have to move forward and you have to be strong for yourself, for your daughters, for your wife and for your marriage as hard as it may be. If we could see the future, none of us would be here.
Hang in there and know you have so much support here for you.
Chrys.
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"Good memories tell you that your past was worth it, bad ones tell you that you were strong enough to go on"
