I have followed your sitch for weeks and just never posted before. I spent most of my time reading and reading, but not speaking. I know you better than you know me because I have been reading yours and all of your BITS threads.
I couldn't put off responding to you today.
I'm really proud of you. Please remember that we all make mistakes and we are all human. There isn't a person alive that doesn't need a good dose of grace and forgiveness.
In the meantime, you are turning into a man that will make your W proud. I hope that in your confession you have a freedom that you didn't have before. Facing who you are is when the change begins. You probably feel pretty raw today, but that's ok. Getting real does that to all of us. I know because I have been there myself.
Praying for you. You're on the right path.
Oh and to all of the BITS-y'all rock. Such a neat group of people!