Nothing that I say to you is going to make you feel any better Ironman. I know that. I think that anger is a pretty normal emotion to be feeling... so is being a little paranoid.
You need to detach yourself from the situation. You cannot control what your W is or isn't doing right now.
Remember, you are IRONMAN!!
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