Better Days ARE Coming For All of Us...

[ScaredinCanada]

SIC,

Oh honey, there are days none of us see it. Give it a few days, and I'm sure I'll be whining about something else.

BUT... even if the worst case happens and all of your nightmare comes true, do you honestly believe in your heart of hearts that this is where your whole life ends?? Do you honestly believe you are going to be that miserable for your whole life???

Our lives are a string of moments... Get what you can out of each one of them. Listen, I can tell you the bad stuff from last night. I can tell you the reasons I believe that it might be over. But I had some good moments and I really want to be with them right now. And you have some good moments too... Those girls love you. I mean really love their daddy.

I know you are in a lot of pain and I understand it so much. I wish I could hug you right now and make it all go away. But it isn't that easy so we all have to do the best we can. You may not agree with me right now about things getting better and that's ok. Heck, there are already moments today, I don't necessarily believe myself. But, it's still the truth.

Take care of yourself, SIC.

Thanks again LIS, I appreciate the encouragement.

I guess I just don't want to be miserable at all, not that I really feel miserable day to day. I feel kind of depressed, just down and sad about what has transprired in my life. Part of it is from guilt, and part of it is from the pain of what I have ALREADY lost.

I've already lost 3 months of my married life (my wife would say she's lost all of it - because the whole thing sucked), and I don't want to lose another day - never mind the next how many, days, months, years it may take to get over the sitch.

I'm still here, not going anywhere. I'll do my best to stay strong. This is a place where I can show my weakness, where I can wear my heart on my sleeve. I am that kind of person.

I look forward to the hurricane to be gone, so I can assess the damage and figure how long it will take to rebuild.

BITS
SIC

I also believe I am a good person who is deserving of my W's love