I still want to make this work

[♪CS♪]

I could really use some help here. I don't know what to do. I feel like the more I try here the harder it is getting. I started DR last night and I feel like most of it is for people who are at least still living together. I wish more applied to my situation.

I really want to just give up, get the divorce over with and move forward. This limbo is killing me...