please help on what i need to do.

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So we have been trying to sync with each other on figuring out how to divy up our assets and other details toward the D.

Oddly every time i get a call or email from my wife i have this anxiety feeling that shoots to 100. It is like i am about to pass out. I really have to get the courage to communicate with her. I am not sure why i am going through this. It is horrible.

I know we have scheduled a talk tomorrow on refining the asset allocation. It is stressing me out so much i cannot function normally today. Sometimes i wonder if it is the same with her too. Sometimes i just feel like telling her to take what she wants and just leave the rest to me just so i dont have to deal with this horrible anxiety. But then i tell myself that i have to face it. It is the only way i can get better. Gotta face my fears.