Oh honey, there are days none of us see it. Give it a few days, and I'm sure I'll be whining about something else.
BUT... even if the worst case happens and all of your nightmare comes true, do you honestly believe in your heart of hearts that this is where your whole life ends?? Do you honestly believe you are going to be that miserable for your whole life???
Our lives are a string of moments... Get what you can out of each one of them. Listen, I can tell you the bad stuff from last night. I can tell you the reasons I believe that it might be over. But I had some good moments and I really want to be with them right now. And you have some good moments too... Those girls love you. I mean really love their daddy.
I know you are in a lot of pain and I understand it so much. I wish I could hug you right now and make it all go away. But it isn't that easy so we all have to do the best we can. You may not agree with me right now about things getting better and that's ok. Heck, there are already moments today, I don't necessarily believe myself. But, it's still the truth.
