The Moment of Clarity

[Firstlove]

Denver

On your last post being "honest" with the group, thank you for taking the time to write out MY EXACT sitch - now I don't have to take the time to write about all the things that I did to drive my dear W into the arms, and into the bed, of another man after 33 years of marriage.

I will write more later, off to a bible study early AM here. Let me just say this about that - let us be completely honest with each other here - NONE of us are completely honest with others- its not our nature to be completely honest with others. The only one we can be completely honest with is God. Only HE knows what lies in our heart and soul and most days he is SHOCKED beyond comprehension as to how stupid and ignorant we are. I know that when He looks at me He must be saying "Oh my ME" what an idiot I have created here and left to his own decisions and actions - what was I THINKING giving men free will.

Here is the key to my "rescue" by God - He forgives me for my sins - not an easy thing to do for sure. More on that later.

Good for you Denver - for becoming "more" honest - its a tough process - but a good one.

Firstlove