I want to. I hope that I can. It is just all so painful right now.
It is guilt that is eating me up right now. I KNOW that W would never have done this, but for, everything that I did and didn't do in our M.
I destroyed something that was good.
There is no going back on what I've done... and now what W has done.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce
