I was just thinking about you, because I hadn't seen a post in a while.
My W's resolve is the same as yours, I honestly don't believe she is going to "come back. I don't really have any other options, so I'll keep or keepin on.
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Me - 34 W - 33 M - 8 years T - 15 years D7, D5, D2 Bomb Nov 10/2010 "I'm not happy and INILWY" W Staying for the kids Mar 13/2011