Dude... some of it gets easier... but it does not get easy. I'm so sorry for what you, me, all of us, are going through. I can't imagine anything more painful.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce