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[Queen_of_Swords]

This is a really hard lesson to learn VS2D. I am still learning it!

You cannot control him or his behaviour. You can only control your own.

A situation arises, it triggers a thought process - our thoughts drive our feelings, and our feelings drive our actions.

Now you can let your feelings of the moment drive your actions or you can conciously CHOOSE to behave otherwise.

Your interpretation and perception of him pulling away may not be accurate. Yes they are your perceptions...seen through dirty glass with obstacles in the way.
If someone else were to look, they might see something else.

I understand you feel isolated, alone.
Right now, what can you do to feel better about the situation you're in? What would be a way to love yourself, appreciated yourself, be kind to yourself?