Breathe there! 95% of all your worst case scenarios will NOT happen. Why expect the worst. Why rehearse the worst? You KNOW it's never going to turn out exactly the way you expect.
She's meeting you. That's good.
You're going to share a meal in a public place. That's good too!
You don't know what she's going to say. So, do you know whenever you meet someone exactly what they're going say?

Rein those runaway horses in!

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M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013
Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice.
Love is a action and choice you make, every day.