Navy, I had a bad dream last night as well. In it, my H was telling me that he is in love with another woman. I felt this feeling of utter devastation and I instantly woke up. This is, of course, one of my biggest fears - and the dream was not helpful at all.

But it's out of my control. In my waking hours, I am trying to fill myself up with positive things to re-enforce my positive outlook.

But I definitely am walking in your shoes.

Me: 33, H: 32
M: 12 years T: 13 years
No kids
D-Day: 7/2009
Separated: 10/12/10
Future Unknown
GITS

"There's a fire starting in my heart, reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark." - Adele