H has clearly drawn back quite a bit. Less physical time together, although the texting hasn't changed. It's taking me a moment and I am feeling a little teary, but I am going to be okay with this. I'm on this train for the duration, I'm not jumping off the caboose!
Also, I am feeling a bit squicked out because a man who came into my work and spoke with me sent me flowers and found me on facebook and tried to friend me, although I never told him my last name. I didn't give him an inkling of flirtation and I have been watching too many shows on Discovery ID about stalkers
Anyway, the next seven days, my challenge for myself is to focus on the positive. I am so blessed. I have a heart that feels, a mind that thrives, a body that allows me to do so many wonderful things, friends that I love and who love me, family that is unique, committed and all mine. I am so, so blessed.
My niece is coming this weekend and I am going to treat her well and create positive, lovely memories that we both can cherish as she gears up for college in 2012. I have work to do, writing to do, a life to live. I still get to be me, regardless of who loves me. The most important thing is that I love and honor myself.
Me: 33, H: 32 M: 12 years T: 13 years No kids D-Day: 7/2009 Separated: 10/12/10 Future Unknown GITS
"There's a fire starting in my heart, reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark." - Adele
