Less Scared and Less Alone

[dixiegal]

Lis,

I just got caught up on all my buddies. Sweet LIS you are a wonderful and caring person! I understand how you feel. I too have had some things happen to me that haunted me for years. But, I gave it to GOD a few years ago and those things no longer have any power over me. It was real hard...but, I did it. You can too...your on the path now my friend. Keep going!

I'm so happy your Daddy came home and is doing well. I'm praying for his continued recovery w/speed! You just keep focusing on your family and being present for them.

When my H left in 2006, he did the same thing. Called all the time and etc just like your H. He was so confused about the leaving part. He was full of guilt and etc.

So, brace yourself because in this stage they go hot/cold in a second! You have to focus on you and how your going to react to them. It doesnt seem fair, I know. The rejection part creates anger and resentment. But, please focus on this part...don't let the resentment take over...like it did me. Focus on forgiveness everyday..

I'm praying for you LIS! I'm praying for GOD to give you the strength you need, to protect your heart and provide you w/the peace/comfort your need in these days ahead!!

Dixie