Lost, hurt and scared ...

[MeMyselfandI]

Just another quick update. Got another text from H late last night and didn't see it till this morning so needless to say I didn't respond. I have an electronic lock on my door and had given him the code to get into the house to get the cupcake carrier.

H: Had a hell of a time getting in, changed batteries for you in the lock, barely had enough juice to turn lock. But got case, thank u

So, I had someone go and check on my house earlier in the day, before H went over, (since I'm outta town and it's cold, I have friends go in to run some water and flush toilets, etc. so they don't freeze) and they had no problems with the lock. To me, H LOVES helping people and bends over backwards to do things for others. As I mentioned in an earlier thread, he has always been like this and his LL is Words of Affirmation. So, maybe I should have responded thanking him for changing the batteries, but at the same time, I'm trying to only respond to messages when necessary and I didn't think this was ... so confusing sometimes.

Anyway, at least I don't think I backslid so I'm just gonna roll with it. I've been busy and detached as well so although I did think briefly about what I should have done this morning, I haven't given it much further thought until I just posted this now ... over 24 hours after I received the message.