Cat and Spellfire,
Thanks again for the honesty. You see, for years, I was one of those people who always thought they knew what was best. I am learning the hard way that this just is not true. I am learning that my idiotic behavior has resulted in me living in my house alone. Not at all where I wanted to be at this point in my life. Although your critique of my post was a bit stern, I am OK with that. That is why I come here.

At this point in my life, I have a choice to make. Change for the better and live a better life or keep doing the same old sh*t and die alone. I think we both know what would be the better choice and the way that I am pushing right now.

Hey, the world is not all sunshine and kisses. The responses to all my posts are not going to be "attaboys" and that is OK. I am trying to learn and when a person is trying to learn all feedback can't be a "glowing review" of the performance. Please continue to monitor my posts if you have the time.

Thanks again to the both of you!

FOBD

Me: 39
W: 36
T: 15 yrs
M: 9 yrs
S: 09/10

So you can get on with your search, baby
And I can get on with mine
And maybe someday we will find,
That it wasn't really wasted time...