Thank you. I need some positive thoughts, and that sure helps. It was our anniversary yesterday, and its always tough when special events occur, because we always think back to previous, happier ones. Also, not being able to express feelings is so hard.

Yes, he may be trying to do so. Hunting used to be such a passion of his from the time we met, in fact I got caught up in his passion that I went along with him, up to until we had our daughter. Then he met OW. At that time, he seemed to lose interest in everything, and even once said to me that he lo longer wanted to hunt. He also said that during rough times in our marriage, his hunting propped him up, giving him something to distract him.

This trip I just learned from BIL that he has several outings planned with a new group of hunters. His old posse are mostly either too old now or have gone on to other things.

I am actually rooting for this, and hoping that someday, I will be able to join him again in his adventures.


Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18
Bomb: 6/26/10
EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ???
11/5/11 Retrouvaille
Finally piecing....
Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go