Mach, I have read many things here in these boards that have made me cry, but your post hit hard. One of the hardest things ever in this situation we find ourselves in is being unable to express our love. Birthdays, anniversaries, Christmas, Valentines. We just celebrated an anniversary yesterday and although things went OK (H seemed sad but did celebrate with the family) I am feeling down today. Not spiraling, sick to the gut but tired, beaten down kind of feeling.
But I think I will take your advice. Then I have something to look forward to - either give them to H when we are OK, or write a book on unrequited love .....hehehe
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
