oh chrysa..
i am so sorry - this is hard - very hard

but sandi is right and sooner or later we will feel that

we do not need anyone to make us happy

it's hard to imagine life without them now, and i am not saying to give up hope

but at some point we have to make the decision to forge ahead and see what wonderful things are waiting for us

there is always tomorrow..right
and you never know what tomorrow will bring
AND tomorrow is not far away

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