i like your nick it has many connotations.. grrr for when you're frustrated or grrrrin and bear it when you are being tested !
I love Canada as well but too darn cold right now !
I've wanted to write a letter like that many many times but stopped myself.. my H wouldn't appreciate it right now because he's just too self absorbed to see past his own nose, but I hope yours sees the honesty and feels your heart felt apology and words.. best of luck to you.
Me-41 H-34 T-9 M-8 10/21/10-BOMB 11/01/10-H moves out 01/27/12-H files
"Good memories tell you that your past was worth it, bad ones tell you that you were strong enough to go on"