Piecing is almost harder than before...

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So in addition to my major life struggle, I'm also in the process of changing jobs.

My new likely employer has been moving slowly with my formal offer, but all seems well (I used to work with this company before and know the CEO). Got an email from them over the weekend saying "Sorry for the delay, all is well, but I'm out of the office Monday and Tuesday. Let's chat later in the week. Thanks for your patience and sorry for the delay." All good. I mention to W this morning that I sure hope they call today and she says "I think you need to chill. You know them. They want you, they are telling you it's fine and just taking a little while. Stop stressing over it." I replied, "I guess that's good advice for me across the board." She says "yes, it is."

Even with that. I'm cycling back to how I felt way back in the beginning right after the bomb. I don't get it. My mind is screwing with me big time. I'm up, I'm down, I'm up again, I'm down more. It feels almost as bad as the beginning, but I know it's not. I am sleeping (which I didn't in the beginning). I'm not crying (which I did constantly in the beginning). I'm able to work (which I couldn't before). W and I get along great (which we didn't). But it's such a damn struggle. I'm so ready for us to be "there". Wherever that is.

Advice please? I need support. Thanks in advance.