Bolt,
All I can say is "Bravo, my friend. Bravo!" I can't tell you how badly I wish I could be as far along as you are. But, it is uplifting and fun to read your positive posts. I think you will do fine and I too do the "journal" thing and it does work. Sometimes, right before my W arrives here at the house, I will journal to get out the bad vibes. I find it helps me to be more calm and do a better job of DB'ing.

Man, you are going great. Please continue to be our "shining example!"

BITS never walk alone!

FOBD

Me: 39
W: 36
T: 15 yrs
M: 9 yrs
S: 09/10

So you can get on with your search, baby
And I can get on with mine
And maybe someday we will find,
That it wasn't really wasted time...