No really...I feel like I MIGHT BE THE ONE THAT IS DONE! I don't want to be, but I feel like my will for this marriage is weak, tonight. I had a heart to heart with myself...do I trust him...NO. If someone asked me 5 months ago if I wanted a divorce, I would have said hell yeah! As soon as I found about OW, I clung to the marriage so tight that I am sick. See, I bought this house 17 years ago. Because it is CA I will loose it all. All my hard work, all my love that went into restoring the house after the Northridge earthquake. He gets to sweep in and take it all away (in todays market) So confused. My friend asked if a million dollars landed in my lap, would I walk away....still restling with that idea
me:51 H: 48 No kids together M:14 years seperated:Ask him to GET OUT 3/21/11 Piecing 09/14
