The thing was I didn't say that about H. Maybe he feels that way about himself, like you said.
Anyway, we have decided to divorce. I think it will be better in the long run. He has found himslef an apartment near work and I can't do this again. It's too bad because I do love him and 29 years of M is a long time.
I fought hard and long but now I need some peace in my life.
