oh 2step, i really feel for you please hang in there i know exactly what you mean i was up all night with this sick feeling and all my nerve endings felt raw i guess we will have our good and our bad, right? but you are doing so great and have seen progress just hold your head high and stop texting at this point you are not going to get the response you are looking for i should know after 2 days of pleading it did nothing but push him away and now i feel horrible please come here often and talk to us we are here for you and have got you xo