I am be driven by lot of guilt that i am still unable to GAL. On sunday when my W and I talked, i did talk about R for 5 mins. W kept telling where i went wrong and why she left. My guiltometer just shot through the roof. Have been unable to do anything for myself as i feel so guilty that i dont deserve this.
I was finally able to overcome the guilt. Today i got a Casio keyboard. I always wanted to learn the Piano or the guitar. I am so looking forward to learning to play the piano so i can calm myself down with music. I also signed myself up for some yoga classes. Ironically being an Indian, i never did yoga myself
BITS M 38 W 36 D 7 Married 15 yrs W left for 6 months in 2009 W Filed for D 01/03/11 piecing now...
