Hoping to find some peace

[Redo]

Thanks Sandi: Your insight was really helpful.

Right now i am just concentrating on figuring out myself. We got married when i was 23. Did not have enough time to figure out myself as i usually dug my head into the books during my school years. So over the years, i sorta lost of own self identity that i need to discover.

Yup, I am not worried about the D. I'd love re-marrying my W back if we can restart a healthy R. With new vows perhaps.

My W filed for D on 01/03. Technically in TX we can get divorced 60 days after filing. So the actually D might happen on or after 03/04. The 2 weeks was just so her A can get the final papers drawn out.