That feeling where you want to quit - you can turn that around, use it to find your peaceful place again. You have been my idol, man.... so consistent, but I do see that you can get ruffled too.

Just lately I got that feeling too... I wanted to quit, that I am so tired of everything. I just thought that OK, now I will just live my life for myself, and will stop watching H, and will just take life easy. I then started feeling free when H traveled, no longer felt that I was missing him, and also when I traveled, had fun doing my own thing. I just got back today, and felt happy, even when I saw H scowling this morning before he left the house.

And suddenly I realized: I am truly DBing!


Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18
Bomb: 6/26/10
EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ???
11/5/11 Retrouvaille
Finally piecing....
Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go