I'm doing ok, I really am. I just struggle at times. The friends sitch scares me for sure, I just see it as a constant reminder of the things I've lost?!
Anyways, I just called her back. She immediately said , "It wasn't nice that you tried to take advantage of me last night."
I just said, "I apologize as that wasn't really my intention, I gave in my urges as we haven't been intimate in months - I think you can understand that."
She seemed to drop it, essentially she just wanted to tell me she didn't appreciate it - seemed kind of pointless.
Regardless at least it's dealt with, and the next time it happens I will just tuck her in and go sleep on the couch. The whole time I'll be on the couch hoping she comes downstairs in some sexy lingerie because she wants "some attention". It'll be wishful thinking.
I'll keep journalling away, and do my best to detach while supporting her "escape plan"!
BITS SIC
Me - 34 W - 33 M - 8 years T - 15 years D7, D5, D2 Bomb Nov 10/2010 "I'm not happy and INILWY" W Staying for the kids Mar 13/2011
