It's just funny, because when I was young(er) and was dating before I met my W, I always made a choice that I would not remain friends with my ex-girlfriends. I figured it was just not a good idea for me (as I am emotional by nature) and likely for future R's.

Obviously with my W we have far too much history and 3 amazing girls that I realy have no choice but to be friends with her even if our M disolves.

I think it will be something I need to work on, because I believe I will never truly stop loving my W.

She just called me at work a few minutes ago and I didn't answer, but she didn't leave a message. Leads me to believe she was looking to talk, and not simply looking for me to run an errand on the way home from work.

I need to get some of control back, and start being receptive to her plans - with hope that in the end it will help me get our R back to where I want it to be.

Me - 34
W - 33
M - 8 years
T - 15 years
D7, D5, D2
Bomb Nov 10/2010 "I'm not happy and INILWY"
W Staying for the kids Mar 13/2011