Contrary to a post I submitted on another thread regarding facebook.. I decided to block my husband and a few of our mutual friends. This weekend was just too painful a reminder that he's got a life without me and seeing all our mutual friends post on his wall and his pics makes me jealous that they still have a relationship with him, it also feels like everyone has forgiven and forgotten what he's done although I struggle everyday with the affair and to have his OW post on his wall is just a slap in the face to me.
It's also called a 'friend's list' and he's not my friend. He used to be my best friend now he's nothing to me.
I also changed the message on the voicemail today.. hard to record in between tears.. lol.. I admit, I used to call regularly and listen to my husband's voice on the machine. All of these actions feel like I'm removing my husband from my life and will ultimately push him away for good..
I can't completely stop all contact with him as we're working on a website together unfortunately.
By doing these minor things, what message is this sending ? is this part of going dark ?
and I'm really scared to make the wrong move.
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"Good memories tell you that your past was worth it, bad ones tell you that you were strong enough to go on"
