No I realize I messed up, it was just so hard to not want her. I felt like she was giving me mixed singles as well (probably because she was drunk).

Regardless I'm ok with moving this forward, I do believe that things likely won't get any better unless we seperate and she can truly find herself and possibly miss me. I just can't believe it needs to get to that point to possibly save the M/R?!

I forgot to mention yesterday when I got home when we had the good R talk, she made mention of the fact she believes, "Once we are seperated, and not living together that we'll probably become great friends!" I looked at her like she was nuts.

Then I just said, "Oh ya, and we can call each and talk about our dating life and give other advise and tips!" I used a really silly voice and she actually was laughing.

The reality is I still think she has some crazy ideas in her head. I don't want to "just be her good friend"...

BITS
SIC

Me - 34
W - 33
M - 8 years
T - 15 years
D7, D5, D2
Bomb Nov 10/2010 "I'm not happy and INILWY"
W Staying for the kids Mar 13/2011