Well she slept with the other man Friday night. She told me that she is done and want's a divorce now. I have an appointment with a lawyer Thursday. I guess I couldn't save my marriage. She has ripped out my heart and I just need to move on with my life. I wish she wouldn't have done this to our family. I really don't know if I could take her back after this so I have to think things out for a while and try to get in a better place.
I pray that this never happens to anyone reading this, it has been the most devastating thing I have ever went through in my life. I lost my best friend/dad in April and now my wife. I don't think a guy deserves this many kicks in his life. I shall move on and be the better person in this crappy situation.
My 43rd birthday was yesterday. I can tell you that this has been the worst birthday of my life. I probably could use some advice on how to deal with all of the pain. I am a lost soul wanting off of this roller coaster.
Me 44 W 38 M 18 D 18 D 13 Bomb 10/21/2010 Divorced 7/19/2011 Just getting to the 7th inning!
