When life hands you lemons add alcohol and stir!

[mishka422]

You are all making me cry. Thank you so much for your continued support and ideas for help and healing. It means the world.

Donna, I am reading those articles you sent.

There are times I want to tell him to leave to save myself from the pain. There are times I want to cling to him and just tell him that none of the past matters and that I love him and always will. Most of the time I hang right in the middle of those two extremes. Maybe that is a positive thing. I can't quite decide.

My granny's 90th surprise birthday party is Saturday in Ohio. I can't afford airline tickets so we are driving. It's about 9-10 hours from here. Not bad if I could leave early Friday morning. That was my original plan - pull Marc out of school on Friday and hit the road. Of course, those plans are all screwed up. Marc has a huge biology test and a final test on "Dante's Inferno" in English. UGH!!! He has to be there which now means that we can't leave until 2pm. It's going to be very late arriving up there in the snow and ice. I'm not good and driving in bad weather so this should be a real treat!!!!!!